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The slow line
One could choose the onward journey for speed and precision, but the return might still be on the slow line. A return for documented identities and paraphernalia, however temporary. And then one might see the sunburst of oranges on every house tree, the peeling paint of Ovar and the shine of Cacia as a return north from the sweet Aveiro is ordained. One must stop at Espinho for the mirth that beauty brings. This is where one will find her face between the handrails,
Suvarup Saha
Jan 111 min read


By the Thread
You are the only crack I can snort. The only bubble of oxygen I draw in. You are the last prayer my beads can count. You are the last leaf I have painted for myself.
anasuyaray
Dec 16, 20251 min read


Searching
She broke herself into shards—pieces so sharp they pierced and bled. Yet she went on, gathering them one by one, arranging and...
anasuyaray
Aug 26, 20251 min read


The Pond of Becoming
The path that wound out of secret gardens smelled of adventures. Little G, skipping past rosy bushes, danced to the music of unseen bands...
anasuyaray
Aug 22, 20252 min read


Self-Love
Something is broken— can you feel it too? I didn’t hear the snap though— did you ? That evening when we watched Beef — they were having...
anasuyaray
Jul 24, 20252 min read


Watch yourself ride the waves
When inside a mad rush, you fail to feel your motion When the lungs squeeze but the air still lacks oxygenation Come to Fort Kochi. Park...
Suvarup Saha
Jul 8, 20251 min read


The Good Girl
No matter how much you resist, there are days when love settles— like the thick, bitter sediment at the bottom of a coffee cup, the one...
anasuyaray
Jun 30, 20252 min read


The Kiss
A sultry afternoon— when sweat pools beneath your arms, a slow, nauseous psychedelia. Light fractures off the tarred road, glistens like...
anasuyaray
Jun 11, 20252 min read


We Rise
All the blacks got washed today. She soaked them— in warm, lukewarm water— gently. They puffed. Slowly they rose. At...
anasuyaray
Jun 8, 20251 min read


खोई हुई हँसी
बहुत ज़ोर से हँसती हो, बाप रे ऐसा कहाँ ससुराल में... पहली बार जब बहू बन के आई थी वो। अचानक से चुप हो गई थी उस दिन। शादी से पहले कई बार उस...
anasuyaray
Jun 7, 20251 min read


The Final Journey
I felt numb— like a carcass, limp and graceless, laid on a slab of ice. A taxidermist hovered— clinical, exact, scraping away the...
anasuyaray
Jun 7, 20251 min read


Waiting
I waited— for Eternity , for Love , for that soft touch that grazes the blades of grass, like dew on a cold winter night— quiet, tender,...
anasuyaray
Jun 4, 20251 min read


The Only Home Known
The morning news broke gently, like frost on glass: Ten people injured in downtown Boulder— raising their voices for Israeli hostages in...
anasuyaray
Jun 2, 20253 min read


In the Silence, We Knew
Clad in his crisp kurta with just a hint of pink— a pink stolen from the flamingoes I once saw gliding the altiplano laguna of Chile—...
anasuyaray
Jun 1, 20252 min read


Downcast Downpour Days
when you are withering from the inside, who holds you? is it the polar easterlies, that beat down your body thread by thread— take your...
anasuyaray
May 29, 20251 min read


Kimya
-continued from Dance of Love (An ode to 40 Rules of Love) As we danced, abluted away with love— Kimya watched. She stood still, wrapped...
anasuyaray
May 27, 20251 min read


Dance of Love
- An ode to 40 Rules of Love Last night, the dervishes of love beckoned me… “ Come, dance the Sema. ” I hesitated— “ I know nothing...
anasuyaray
May 26, 20251 min read


Dance of the dark afternoons
If I were rain and the light all just dimmed For a city that's parched in waiting I wish you were wind that sways my hips When I splash...
Suvarup Saha
May 25, 20251 min read


If I Die
After life
anasuyaray
May 24, 20251 min read


Curtain Sheer
Unexpectedly, when an afternoon Cools, to let a draft in That blows your curtain sheer, I get a glimpse of your radiant Eyes, and an...
Suvarup Saha
May 21, 20251 min read
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